Sunday, August 15, 2010

Emotions running wild


I feel like shedding tears, unfortunately its drought in my tear glands. I’ve got a friend of mine, whom I have never mentioned earlier. I just love him, adore him and envy him.

Now, why do I envy him? He is married got a kid, and he has got many similar friends , and when he shows me all those snap of family outings get together, a lump develops in my throat. Even I too want to have a family. For few days where ever I turn I see families, kid sitting on the shoulder of a father, and few of father’s friends talking/wooing kid to come to their arms; a son/daughter walking along with his father, having an ice cream, will I not get to have those pleasures.

When I am with him, sometimes I do wonder what is it like to be married, have a family, kids. Of course he every time, does, give me lectures on marriage life, family commitments and all those emotional stuff. Don’t you want to have a family?, this is a question I would like to post to all people who are above 25 yrs, gay and single.

Ooops the drought season has been taken over by rainy season.